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I haven`t been there lately .
I miss unlocking that door and seeing the sun rise on the other side .
There ... no clocks would tick and I wouldn`t have to open my eyes to see .

The horizon would resemble a circle and "up" and "down" would have the same meaning.

The body would be numb , but all the other feelings would be strong enough to make you go crazy.

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If I would just open

that door

will remain locked

untill those two sides can become one

miss(ing)

I sometimes imagine I just missed the train back and that 'what is to come' will resemble 'what used to be'.

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I said too many 'goodbye's hoping that the 'hello's are not that remote , but I am sure that some of them were said for the last time .

You get to meet people , to spend some time , to pretend you are friends , to be , to recall some nice memories , to forget them , to make new ones , to make plans and hello - good bye

But there are some that do not like pretending . They don`t act , they don`t need to say much and their "goodbye"s are more like "take care untill next time". And even though they disappear for a while , they`re always happy to say "hello"

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no trainticket